The Maggots in My Kitchen (And What They Taught Me About Nervous System Healing)

It started with maggots in my kitchen. And ended in a deeper truth about why healing can’t stay on the surface. This one’s raw. Real. Gross...

This morning, I found maggots in my kitchen.

Yep. Actual, wriggling, stomach-turning maggots.

I’d cleaned the kitchen the day before. Swept. Mopped. Everything looked fine.

But somewhere - under the surface -eggs had already been laid.
Invisible. Dormant. Waiting.

And now, they’d hatched.

Surface clean, deeper rot

I wanted to gag.
But I also laughed. Because of course… this is exactly what I see happen with the nervous system.

We do the surface work: the journaling, the breathwork, the affirmations, the bubble baths.

And it helps - temporarily. Until the same stuff wriggles back up.

Because the root imprint?
Still there. Still alive. Still waiting to hatch the next trigger, the next shutdown, the next spiral.

Your nervous system isn’t messy - it’s misunderstood

You’re not lazy or broken. You’re surviving.
But survival comes with patterns.

Patterns your body didn’t choose, but had to adapt to.

And those patterns?
They’re often laid by a specific moment in time.
A memory. A belief. A buried imprint that told your system:
“This is how we stay safe now.”

Even when it stops being true.
Even when it starts making everything harder.

You can’t rewire what you won’t go near

Mopping the floor doesn’t stop the maggots if you never lift the bin.

And regulating your nervous system won’t stick if you don’t find the exact imprint that’s still running the show from the shadows.

That’s why I created Memory Recode.

We use my REMAP process to locate the precise moment your system anchored a survival strategy - and gently rewire it through breath, body, and subconscious integration.

No over-talking. No “thinking your way out.”

Just honest, body-led work that unhooks the emotional charge so your system can finally exhale.

This isn’t about fixing - it’s about finally feeling safe

We don’t go digging for pain for the sake of it.
We go to the root because your body is tired of compensating.

It wants peace.

Not the kind you perform.
The kind that’s felt in your cells. Unshakable. Lived.

If you’ve been mopping up the same symptoms over and over- exhaustion, shutdowns, spirals that won’t stay gone…

There might be something under the floorboards your system is ready to face.

I’ve got the torchlight. Let’s go there, together.

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