The Maggots in My Kitchen (And What They Taught Me About Nervous System Healing)

It started with maggots in my kitchen. And ended in a deeper truth about why healing can’t stay on the surface. This one’s raw. Real. Gross...

This morning, I found maggots in my kitchen.

Yep. Real, wriggling, stomach-churning maggots.

Here’s the kicker:
I’d cleaned the night before. Swept. Mopped. Everything looked fine.
But under the surface?
Eggs had already been laid.
Silent. Dormant. Waiting.

And now - they’d hatched.

Surface Clean, Deeper Rot

I wanted to scream. But I laughed.
Because this is exactly what I see in nervous system work.

We do the “healing”:
✨ The journaling
✨ The breathwork
✨ The regulating tools and rituals

And it helps - for a minute.
Until the same spiral crawls back up.

Because the real imprint?
Still there.
Still alive.
Still waiting to hatch the next shutdown or overreaction.

You’re Not a Mess - You’re Patterned for Survival

You’re not broken. You’re adaptive.
But that survival came with strategies your system locked in during a moment you barely remember.

And those patterns?
They’re running the show now - from the background.
They’re not obvious. But they are loud.

You can’t regulate what you won’t go near.
Mopping doesn’t fix the maggots if you never lift the bin.

Same goes for nervous system healing:
You can’t out-breathe an imprint.
You have to find it. Feel it. Recode it.

That’s Why I Created Memory Recode

Inside this 1:1 session, we use my REMAP process to gently guide your system to the moment it locked into survival - process and release it through brain, breath, body, and deep subconscious integration.

🛑 No over-talking
🛑 No analysis paralysis
🛑 No fishing for pain

Just precise, powerful, body-led work that helps your system finally stop bracing for what already happened.

You Don’t Need to Fix Yourself.

You need to feel safe.

And that kind of safety?
It’s not mindset.
It’s cellular.

So if you’ve been mopping the floor of your life for years, wondering why the same stuff keeps reappearing...

There might be something under the surface your system is finally ready to face.

🪞 I’ll bring the flashlight. You bring your nervous system.
We’ll go there together.

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